Suicidal

In a little home, all alone; there once lived a girl,
beautiful, 5 feet 7, her hairs had lovely curls.
She loved a guy, more than she ever loved her life,
and waited for the day, to be recognised as his wife.

she treated him like a gift sent from heavens above,
& often said, he taught her the true meaning of love.
She longed to be in his arms, holding onto his hands,
he was everything to her - a lover and a best friend.

He too loved the girl from the botton of his heart,
he had a strong belief that none can do them part.
The only obstacle was, he was too far from her,
maybe 530 miles, i'm unsure what the numbers were.

At times she talks to him of one of her friends,
saying he's the one on whom she can always depend,
he often asked "Oh! Well, then what am i to you?!"
She replied, "you've made my dreams come true."

"you're the one whom i think of all day and night,
you've filled my life with happiness and delight.
Whenever i close my eyes, it's only you i see,
i love you more than my life, you're everything to me."

It was her best friend, she always talked about,
something's going on, now the guy started to doubt.
At times he's like a glass filled with anger to the brim,
he thought an affair was on between her and him.

At times he thought how much she speaks is true,
he wanted her to prove when she said "i love you"
he often asked "why don't you value what you say?"
and she always replied "why do you feel that way?"

The distance between them had a serious impact,
and soon, like the start, nothing was perfect.
The girls effort to stay with him didn't last too long,
lovely melody of her life turned to a monotonous song.

With thoughts of doubt each and every passing day,
their trust was breaking & their love fading away.
Time went on slowly and nothing could be fine,
doubts in his mind kept showing their shine.

She missed him and her nights were passing in a cry,
she sent him many letters, he didn't send any replies.
No words can describe, the pain she was going through,
she didn't know how to get to him or what else to do.

She talked to his friends and asked his number,
but he wasn't interested and kept ignoring her.
Poor her tried to search for him in things all around,
and at the times she needed him, he was never found.

He never showed concerns for her, he never even cared,
the pain she was living, couldn't be compared.
The girl was really hurt, she committed suicide,
the news next day read "girl, 20, yesterday died..."

In a room locked from inside, her body was found,
stained in blood, next to the bed, lying upon the ground.
In her left hand, she clasped a note,
upon the letter, her last words she wrote.

"When you read this, i wouldn't be here with you,
but that does not mean, my love was never true.
Who was that guy Honey? He was nothing to me,
you were my life, i wished you could see...

"I would love you for eternity", was your promise,
but you didn't trust my love for you and i hate this.
Now you have broken the promise you once made,
i'm going far away with a slice of the blade.

I loved you with all my heart and i forever do,
but what's the purpose of living, if i'm not with you?
Maybe i wasn't your girl or you couldn't see,
that you were my life, my everything to me.

With a last wish, to see your face,
i'm going to the heavens above, in God's embrace.
Remember, no one can love you the way i loved you,
every word of promise, was cent percent true.

This is my last present for you, for what you've done,
i'm going to a place, from where i'll never come.
As you'll read this and i'm in the heavens up above,
maybe then you'd realise, the thing called true love."

It was never meant to be this way, with a weep,
now she's lying in her grave, forever in deep sleep.
See that doubts for sure, can cause a relation's death,
so don't ever let doubts take away your last breath.