Lapse of Memory

Who is that?

I ask again, who is that?

Why does it feel so different now that I think about it?
I mean how often do you suddenly feel that overnight,
you get this rush of change and suddenly, you are a
stranger again?
It happened once too many this year, hell no, this month.
I happen to have guessed the outcome of everything,
let us now try to give your life a complete assesment,

-you currently have your family and 1 person you'd trust.
-you don't want to talk to your family.
-you are no longer ready to bring an extra person in.
-you just realised and now you feel like shit.
-you no longer know how to even express yourself'
-you don't want to cause misery but it increases the pain

that's what you are. that's who that is, just a stranger,
but get to know him,
you'd most probably hate him and look at him
judgementally but oh well, that's how life is,
he has to start, all over again