Life

starting off with something off the topic:

if a person wants you,
nothing can keep he/her from you

if a person doesnt want to stay,
nothing can make him/her stay

stop making excuses for him/her
and their behavior

heart breaks last as long
and cut as deep as you allow them to

the challenge,
is not to survive heart breaks,
but to learn from them

when it rains, look for the rainbow.

Back to the topic at hand:

i cant tell you what's the purpose of life,
but i can tell you what's the general way
that people choose to live life in,
your purpose, can be determined that way.

you know about the same old way of saying,
'make your life worth living?'
OR
'you only got one lifetime, live it to the fullest'
but nobody ever tells you how huh?

so some people decided,
they wanna live happily,
some just chose to find the truth of existance,
the truth of life.
and there are those, the majority of them,
the reason why the world is a lousy place.

the happy people, the way they live is very
special, they live without a past, without
a future, they find no meaning, they need
no reasons, no explainations.
they can find some cheer in everything,
grinning with unrestrained mirth,
as though life had never presented them
with a setback, as if life, is all giving
and the world is this unbelivably
beautiful and wonderous place.
their purpose in life is to cheer others up,
their purpose in life is to find happiness
in things that are but only illusions
that are in their hearts.

life dangles, happiness on her left hand,
and meaning on her right,
left-the hand of creativity
right-the hand of job and hardwork
those that choose to live just cause they
are breathing, decide to steal a little
from both hands.

life insists, that meaning and happiness
are two separate roads, once you have
chosen the path of meaning, you can
never turn back. the road of happiness
however, has many one way doors,
you can always choose to leave the road
of happiness and go to the path of
meaning or the path of those who live
just because they're born into the world.

when you take the path of meaning,
you have to be able to carry the past,
no matter how dark and look at the future
no matter how bleak. your present,
is just a transition state. you might
become lodged at a point and no matter
what, if you cannot find an explaination,
you will not let the matter rest, you're
usually insecure, appearing strong and
arrogant on the outside, you will cease to
be the real you. your personality is almost
so unpredictable since you care confused
even by yourself.
your purpose in life, is to guide or
to find the reason of your own existance.
and to hide your true face from the world

and for those who live just to live,
you're never wrong in your eyes,
you criticise and complain, you never
give others a way out, everything they
do or say that you are unfamiliar with,
are treated as lies and exaggeration
to you. you dont bother to look for
explainations in things that are not
easily understandable, you try to
find happiness but all you see is just
abit of humour. you are the kind of
person who has a personality that you
and others like yourself consider unique
but see each other as friends who are
arrogant but agree with each other
when you are criticising others.
you are conditioned to the 'dog eat
dog' situation, you're double edged.
your sole purpose in living is to live
like you'd never die and to die like
you've never lived.

i know this post is going to create
alot of controversy, alot of disagreement
but this is my writing space man..
let me abuse it. thanks