Stupidity

when for the whole of my sad existence
i've been trying to be "myself"
i took so long to stop and notice:
staring at me, the self has became
a reflection of other's expectations.
what's the worst part of it all is that
this is an incomplete reflection,
i have failed to live in the dreams
that others wanted to live..
i have failed my mom.

the stupid thing is that,
parents always force their kids to
finish their unfinished dreams,
claiming it's "for the kids' good"..
what the hell is that?
some lousy excuse....

now many parents wonder why
their kids lie to them?
if they ever want to blame anyone,
blame the media,
blame education, blame superiors
or whatever, that we have started
formulating our own ideals
and to destroy the hopes of these
is akin to tearing up our hearts.
much like the effects of our disobediance
to them.

yes. I BLAME SOCIETY
I BLAME EDUCATION
and the sole purpose of its existance,
IDUSTRIALISATION
and its fucking growing demands..
we are bred and born to learn, my ass.
its the rich and powerful
who needed workers...
that's the reason why educational
institutions came about..
and the few people who
manage to break out of the
cycle of poverty,
its not thanks to education
its thanks to 'heart',
the passion to stop conforming..
that's how they "made it"....
not by studying. shitheads



*sorry. this is just my opinion.

It's time for men to speak.

First of all, I'd like people to stop wondering
why the hell the title is '...for men...' instead of
'...for women...' the answer is simple, just read on.
I'm pretty confident that some people out there
already know why but are too lazy to speak up.

I understand that i might have already written
something about this topic; about how women
should stop whining and begging for equality
like their pathetic lives hold nothing
more to be squabbling with men about.

BUT

I do happen to have more to say.
Women who have so sold themselves to the
theories of feminism are clueless.
Women who sell ideas of feminism are
oblivious to the differences between men and women
and are most likely to be smelly, smoking, alcoholic
and as maddox says, they have "unshaven armpits."
Well, they arent so bad, they just need education.

Let me add that feminism, is a ----ing LIE.
If you need to know, there is no such thing as
chauvinism either. Also, "Lesbian" is a term
created by incoherent women who know
nothing about themselves nor men in fact, all of the
above mentioned terms are invented by them.

I'm sick of all these bullshit.
Women keep complaining about how they are treated.
What about guys? Now, women know about their
stupid wrong "rights" and are abusing it.
While guys who so love their women are losing
every single bit of their pride to let women have their ways!
It's time for men to speak! My fellow civillised people,
let me reach out to you. Think back and look through
history, do men really owe women that much?

Back when women were not educated,
families stuck together due to dependence.
But no, we had to change that, alright.
We did so with not much complaints,
and they were educated and given a chance.
Fastforward till today, ignoring everything else
that men have been trying to compromise,
women are still complaining, going
on and on about non-existant discrimination
on the fairer sex! Now, thanks to the
endless complaints, the recession has
affectted guys much worse than girls.
If you dumb whores still think it's due
to your efforts, let me tell you this,
for a fact, it is because you keep complaining!
and the bosses don't want to have to
deal with your unfounded accusations,
not one or two but
hundreds of them...
if you dont get what you want,
you keep going at it dont you?

now don't me wrong. that's not the end.
i have enough to fill up a book with
but i'll stop for today and you can reflect on it.
im sorry if this affects anyone badly.
Its just my thoughts, my opinion.
but i still think. girls, you might
take this as a differing set of thoughts
and try to reconsider ever listening to feminists

Man

it was said "All the world's a stage;
and all men and women, merely players"
and if it were true, then every part of our
very meaningless lives are just filled
with bits and pieces of our different faces.

that then brings us to hypocrisy.
how many of us truly mean what we say?
Humans can never be the same,
we all change, to fit into the situation
that's survival instinct.
and should we accidently bump
into situations that actually require sacrifice,
most of the time, it isn't gonna be oneself
that will be put on the sacrificial alter.

we're going through, in my opinion,
phases, different acts and scenes hold different
details and characters.
and thus, we react differently.
but it never is truely what we want to say.
is it?

then, i was recently told
"you can never expect things to bend your way"
i took the liberty to behave as i always thought i should
i rebutted quite impulsively.
"then one day it will."

think about it, im non-conformist.
i never believed in rules that cannot bend.
of course i must admit, i have to pay the price.
when it comes down to the real deal,
there're too many people who just conform,
to me, weaklings, who don't like what they're in for
but will follow suit just to get past life.

is that what people are?
the only person who's true to himself/herself
is the person who set the rules.
i'm not going to set my life to meaningless
rules and regulations. no, not me.
and im urging people to join me in my ideals
to once again listen to themselves.
and do what they think is right.

if we keep sticking to orders,
we stick to routines. and yes.
the analogy of
"the van named routine"
it might be comfortable;
you're never going to be ahead.
think for yourself and decide.
if you're even on this blog,
then something has brought you here.

aim to succeed, not to survive.
for we only have this one life,
don't live in the shadows of others
and end up dying like you've never lived

Examinations

Well, recently, -or for a very long time-
i havent been updating. Because i was too busy.
this may sound like an excuse but i had much
more important things than to fill up space on this blog.

anyways, i got to go. well, to people who actually read
this blog, i promise to update once exams are over
and throughout the hols~! thank you~